Sunday, April 15, 2012

I haven't worked out nor have I been counting calories. I have a work event to go to and I cant fit anything. I hate having to shop at plus size stores. All of the clothes look awful and they aren't stylish. I am so disgusted with myself. am I so disgusted with myself that I will finally get back on track? I don't know. I hate having to fight with myself over food. I have lost all self control.

Sunday, April 1, 2012

I last weighed myself on 03/16/2012 and I have not eaten right since. I have not been counting calories and I have been eating everything in sight, including eating out. I don't know why this is such a struggle for me. I feel like I will never get down to a resonable weight.

Monday, March 26, 2012

I didn't eat what I was supposed to this weekend. Weekends are hard for me and I need to work on this. Today is a new day and I plan on getting back on track.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

I have missed this blog.I had forgotten my log in informational and started a whole new blog. I think I will post to this blog and not my new one from now on. I am still fighting my battle with obesity. I last weighed myself a week ago and i was 267. I have had to put the scale out of my reach which has been a good thing and a bad thing. It's good because I am not constantly weighing's bad because I am not holding myself accountable if I over eat. I worked out this morning for 30 minutes and I NEVER work out on the weekends. I haven't been counting my calories this past week and I am hopeful that when I weigh myself next month, the number will be lower than 267. I am hopeful that it wont be higher an it wont be the same. So far, I have stayed within my calories for the day. It's still a struggle and I'm taking it one day at a time.